有些事情顺手帮人家做了一次人家会感激；但次数多了人家习以为常；然后有一次你没有帮反而成了你的WATCHED错反而成了被指责的对象….SON OF ABITCH其实THE…..

YESTERDAY IACCIDENTALLY SEE MY FACE IN MIRROR IN THE DARK WASHROOM, THEN IFINALLY KNOW HOW I LOOK WHEN THRER4’S NO DD ON MY FACE(DARK COVERSDD)….I AM NOT THAT KIND OF SELF-LOVE, I JUST WANT TO SAY, I REALLYCAN SEE MY FACE WITHOUT DD, I JUST ENJOY MY FACE HAVING NO DD, ITREASURE IT SO SO MUCH THAT I CANNOT DESCRIBE, BECAUSE, IN MY REALLIFE, I NEVER HAD THAT BEAUTIFUL MOMENT, NEVER, EVER2014.4.3i….I FEEL SOGOOD BUT SO POOR AT THE SAME TIME….I FEEL LIKE WANT TO STAY AT THISMOMENT FOREVER EVEN IF IT IS DARK IN A WASHROOM…..WHAT POOR LIFE,WHAT A POOR ME4…GOD, WHY DID U DO THIS TO ME? WHY I HV TO TAKE ALLOF THIS? I HV NO IDEA….U GIVE ME EVERYTHING AND I HV ADMIT IT ISOK. BUT WHY DID U ALSO GIVE EVERYTHING A CUT? REALLY EVERYTHING,NONE CAN AVOIDi….I DO NOT UNDERSTAND, WHY?.....I AM NOT A GREEDYPERSON, I JUST WANT TO BE A NORMAL ONE, BUT WHY?....

事实上i有些人有些事在不知不觉中已经变淡已经消散；就算再近但大家都各自过活各有节目短时间内要凑得好难难难于上青天……我什么都做不来什么都做不了我只能选择接受；但我好害怕一直这样下去我怕我只会变得麻木不仁不再在乎…..我已经没有再去强求也不再难过；OK就OK，很有誠意，但我就有感應嘅feel对比一下FIRSTTIME，我都唔知點解，真系很有誠意，我覺得呢套系比起其他D，因為，但我都覺得好唔捨得，呢套戲唔系我最中意嘅，唔知點講， 岑晚終於都睇完曬《守業者》， I AM JUST SOSTRANGE, SO CHANGEABLE, WHEN THEY ASK, I SAY NO, I REFUSE, I TURNDOWN; THEN OTHER ONE ELSE GET, I FIND MYSELF UNHAPPY, AND I WANTTHAT3I….I DO NOT KNOW WHY, BUT I JUST FEEL DOWN….

ON MONDAY NIGHT, IWATCHED THE MOVIE UNITED 93 AGAINCANNOT…..I CANNOT REMEMBER THE FIRSTTIME I WATCHED IT, BUT IT HAS IMPRESSED ME DEEPLY…..FOR THE FIRSTTIME, I ALWAYS THOUGHT IT WOULD BE A HAPPY ENDING, MAYBE AT THATTIME, I WAS TOO YOUNG AND DID NOT KNOW THAT TERRIBLE HISTORYCLEARLY, SO I JUST THOUGHT THEY WOULD ALL SURVIVEDIT…..OF COURSE NOWI KNOW BETTER, BUT I CRY AGAIN看看remember….I ALWAYS THINK, THE MOST TERRIBLETHING IS NOT THE DEATH, IT IS THE BEFORE AND THE AFTER….BEFORE DIE,THE FEAR IS SO SO….I REALLY CANNOT DESCRIBE, BUT I CAN COMPLETELYFEEL IT FROM THE PEOPLE其实IT’S EYES, WORDS AND BODY LANGUAGES….THEN ISTHE AFTER, SOMEONE DIES, EVERYTHING IS OVER, HE KNOWS NOTHING, HEFEELS NOTHING, BUT HIS RELATIVES ARE THE MOST PAINFUL相比看CANNOT….ANYWAY, IJUST WANT TO SAY, LIFE IS SO PRECIOUS AND I AM SO LUCKY, I WILLTREASURE我不知道WATCHED….